Lost in Post - Mumbai Mail 4
I hear you have been holed up in Hotel Taj guarding a bunch of unknown foreigners and demanding vague favours for the sake of some XYZA organization......... And I hear all of these are being done under the orders of some big, high command who has struggled all his life for protecting the freedom of your creed/religion/kin from the aggravating, selling people who come to corrupt your values.
I am ask you only this............. I am sure you have some time, while you are waiting for the response from the government and also looking out for the armymen?? Stop for a moment and think of all the decisions you have done till now. At every moment of these decisions are you sure you did your best to understand the consequences of these decisions..??? You say your family was tortured.. your sister was raped.. your brother killed.. and so you took this decision.. you say you took up arms to protect the innocent others..... I ask you this...Try and picture the face of the neighbours you took the gun to protect?? Any idea where they are and what they are doing ?? How safe are they??
Did you taking a gun and becoming a terrorist help them?? You say you doing this now will help them because your organization will be there to protect them? this will keep your leader in his quest to establish freedom for your kin ....How old did you say you are?? Say 'N'.
Ask yourself this how many people have you protected in so many 'N' years of noble fighting life other than yours?? How many have you killed??Ah but you say something has to be done... they can't get away with all the evil they are doing?? I am completely with you on that matter, they may have hurt you, But dude what have you done to them?? or to yourself?? Has what you have done improved your condition as you have seen till now?
Ah you say that the system has failed...... The system has to protect you and your community but has sold out to those enemies........... May i remind you the system is just a whole big bunch of rules decided and written down by a set of representatives who thought they were doing their best........ Do you think you are doing your best?? If you believe in it honestly, then go on with your quest......... But if not you know what are your options!!!! Remember Jonah Jameson taught to Peter parker?You always have a choice.............
I cannot understand the complete facts of your situation however i can......... I can only try....and hope my best is good enough....... But
All I ask is do the best you can.........
Always there to listen..
What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy? -Ursula K. Le Guin
The man who is really serious,with the urge to find out what truth is,has no style at all. He lives only in what is.
I am trying If there is no way, I will make one.