My Dear - 32

To Appu

Dear Appu,

Was it worth it?
You lied with the stories you cooked,
You mocked, you cheated.
My friendlessness disgusted you,
You never failed to mention how alone I was,
Where were yours when you felt betrayed?
"I love you! I love you!" you would scream, when needing a night of passion,
While I made love to you, you lusted for another man,
My genuine love for you was my only concession.
One day, you lost respect, you stopped talking,
All I asked was to know why, a reason, any reason.
I drowned in my work,
You'd go around telling everyone how I was a jerk.
I would cry, be left alone, only to see your wrath at my tears,
You had no compassion, no empathy, just like the rest of our peers.
You moved down looking for love,
You tried, you made more cry, you wasted your prime years.
The first three months, we should've stayed away babe,
You have no idea, what good friends we would've made.

Yours always,
NK